Hey y’all, so I did post anything last week and I’m sorry about that, but for today I just wanted to share my current thoughts with you all.
So the past week or so has been pretty rough, but also eye-opening for me and in that time I had quite a bit of thinking to do.
I’ve realized that your happiness and well-being is first and foremost the most important thing you need to take care of before anything else. After a certain incident happened, I felt refreshed, liberated and new. Almost like the weight on my shoulders finally was gone and all the negativity that came with it slowly started disappearing and I felt like myself again.
Now I won’t go into details now, maybe later down the road, but this certain incident has done a lot for me in a positive way. I’m focusing on having my me time and enjoying my own space and just looking out for myself mentally, emotionally and physically and I have to say I feel great. I feel so much better.
The first two and a half days were rough, but after that I didn’t feel sad anymore, I felt better, happier. Crazy how something can change you in such a short amount of time. These past two years I hadn’t felt like myself at all – I feel like I had lost myself completely and I shouldn’t have let that happen, but sometimes it happens and you don’t notice it until later down the road, I suppose.
I’m just in a really good space right now, mentally and emotionally and I just wanted to say this: don’t ever lose yourself and don’t ever let anyone or anything get you so down that you lose yourself- yes, it’ll be hard, but it’ll be worth it. Be aware of the little signs no matter how small and if you feel yourself changing and not for the better that’s a clear sign that things aren’t right and things need to change.
I could go on, but I just wanted to share my thoughts and I’ll elaborate more later down the road, but if you’ve ever felt this way or had gone through this know that you’re not alone and that it will get better eventually.
I hope y’all have a wonderful week! 🙂